Josh had dark blue eyes and long, curly brown hair, which was (prematurely!) streaked with silver. Txxx For the following year I told anyone who asked that I was not a virgin. We did not have a lot of lust to guide us. If I was going to be lovelorn, at least I would have liked the consolation of being able to brag that I’d had sex. I never brought it up. It felt like my job. It was different from the plodding loneliness of high school, and from the harrowing, cyclical fights with my parents that had become our routine. After Josh broke my heart, my great regret was not that I had lost my virginity to him, but that I hadn’t. It felt like my job.
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Abella Olsen / Bigdickenergy12
