Since quite some people seem to stumble over the German nickname Matze, I will change it to Mat for the rest of the story. redtube Well… There was a silent agreement between us to not bring her up at that evening. That is the first thing? What sticks in my mind from our heated discussion is that he had always regretted to never having tried paid sex. At the time I remember that I mostly felt irritated because it seemed so out of character for him. If any other guy had told me this I would never have wanted him in my life. Now, while I am writing this down, that might sound like a cheesy thing to say but it also feels incredibly good to have the person you love
