So just being allowed to loving someone, even on the shaky pretense of a drunken one-nighter was enough to discard all my doubts and inhibitions. I was seeing stars and my head was swimming with euphoria. Porn video I wondered if she had imagined my oral loving of her as being given from Brian, but I didn’t care. Then she lifted off of me, “I’ll get one.”
“Wait…” I said and grabbed her hips to bring her back to me. Instead I started off hard with two shots of vodka, and hardly slowed down the rest of the night. So just being allowed to loving someone, even on the shaky pretense of a drunken one-nighter was enough to discard all my doubts and inhibitions.
